I'm pondering all the different paths I want to take and how, even if I do them all, I can only do one at a time.
It helps to have people in my life that guide me to my tracks again, help me find the spark that got me interested in the first place. After a long time, I feel like I'm not good enough. It's tough. That's where I was just a little while ago. Now, I have a renewed energy that's motivating me and widening my view of what's possible. This is thanks to the friends and family around me who are always showing me in little ways how I am good enough, that I can do it.